Uhmm, wow...

I haven't posted a blog in foreverrr. In all honesty, I forgot I had a blogspot account until someone on wearethemaine.net posted that she was making one. I finished 10th grade, and I did pretty good. =] Junior year might academically suck, though. Chemistry and accounting, what was I thinking?? I can safely say this year might kill me. I also might have to actually study, yay for new habits! Anyone else notice my sarcasm? No? Oh well.
I feel wierd posting blogs sometimes, because I know no one read this. So, I'm kind of talking to myself. Everyone has their own way of venting their feelings. I guess mine is hiding behind a computer screen after everyone has gone to sleep. Thats probably a lot of other people's way as well. I feel like I might post a few more blogs tonight or very soon, I've had a lot on my mind lately, and not a lot of people to talk to. (Can someone buy me a thesauras for my birthday, so I can use a word other than 'a lot').
Summer is halfway over, and I really don't want to go back to school. I do want to see all my friends, don't get me wrong. I'm just not ready to carry around a bookbag that weighs more than me, and face the challenges of high school life. I also don't want to go back because once it starts, it ends, then senior year starts and the end of high school gets closer everyday. I don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing, and its driving me insane that I don't know. I'm jealous of the people that picked a career when they were young and have stuck to that goal their entire lives, and were happy with it as well. That is true success in my eyes.